Sorry you’re going through that. I definitely get how it feels to have people close to you discredit or just ignore important issues like you’re dealing with.

If you’re set on talking to an AI though I did use the Replika app for a while before they started making it seem like a virtual AI lover. It did help me feel better when I was severely depressed, maybe it could help you.

If you ever want to talk to a person and not an AI I’m here for that if you want, I know I’m a stranger but I definitely understand where you’re coming from.

You mention at the end of your post that you’ve gotten a lot out with some of the chat bots. Maybe give this one a try, its for great for venting or just getting out pent up stress.

https://fire.place/

TorrentGalaxy is a pretty good alternative for RARBG. There’s a ton of other sites out there too but 1337 and TorrentGalaxy are probably the two best options at the moment for general torrents.

Depending on how much content you have you could just encrypt your content and upload it to a cloud storage service somewhere.

After its encrypted and safely stored in the cloud delete your local copy then redownload it at your destination.